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i may be "the" realtor to the stars but i also have this problem with writing how i speak. i'm told it's a good thing because it reflects "me" but i think i lose people from time time on how to interpret me.
my last blog for instance...
i realize i was a rotten spoiled little brat of a teenager. how i ever managed not to drive my parents insane is beyond me. but that being said, i also realize i took advantage of the disadvantage i had at being the youngest. i'm a big girl now so i'm able to categorize my feelings.
but as the baby of the fam i always felt a little left out. not because i wasn't loved but i felt like all the exciting things had already happened to the older ones. we joke and call it the other family.
but of course the "others" weren't privlaged to the trips and luxuries i was either, hence the spoiled brat part.
when i was young i think for a brief period i felt like my mom and dad were worn out by the time i came along, so i put the blame on them that i didn't get to camp or go to whichever beach everyone always talks about. taylor or something?
but what i did get was my parents undivided attention and affection. i was able to see and do things the others couldn't and i enjoyed being the baby sister. still do.
and to make it sound otherwise was not proper on my part.
love you mom.